
Get ready for a long entry! Before today's blog, above is a photo of Monday's visit to the Sahara Center for transgender individuals and men who have sex with men (MSM). Several of them are positive for HIV, and as you can see, they have a lot of life left to live.
Today we were at St. Stephens Hospital for morning ward rounds with Dr. Arpit Jain (just like two days ago). The second half of the day, which I’m currently missing, is an HIV clinic and skills building session for people living with HIV/AIDS (PLWHA). The reason I missed it is that while in a patient’s room (with nothing at all alarming going on) I decided to have a fainting episode. If you’re thinking of the rainforest last year, when the same thing happened (although that was a little more understandable, I was watching a medical procedure), then, well, yeah, I now have a history of fainting in places of health care administration. Oops.
First of all, while St. Stephens is no Apollo Hospital (it focuses on quality, affordable care for everyone who needs it rather than luxury care for the few elite), I could not be more impressed with the physicians, nurses and orderlies who looked after me during that brief period. I wasn’t afraid of what was going on, especially after the first few seconds when I realized what had happened. But the health professionals took excellent care of me, as good if not better than in the U.S. For one thing, I felt that they were all more affectionate. As a patient, I appreciated that beyond words. There is something to be learned here.
Now on to the troubling realization that this pre-med student (how long am I going to be pre-med???) has a knack for fainting in her future place of work? Emma, Sejal, Paul and I were sitting around my hospital bed talking about how some people just can’t stand blood and guts. Of course, recent events left me somewhat sensitive to my own limitations in this area. But I stick by what I’ve learned from past experience: you can overcome just about anything with practice and dedication. You can get used to some surprising things when you push yourself to do so. The question is, should I? As it turns out, it’s not a very profound question in my case, because I don’t like to freak myself out by overthinking things. I’m just going to persist in what I know I want to do, and if in the future it becomes clear that I’m meant to be on the patient side of the health care system, and not the doctor side, I’ll deal with that when it becomes apparent to me.
I really wanted to go to the 2-hour HIV clinic this afternoon, not just to see the HIV patients because we’ve seen several already, but to attend the skills building workshop that teaches PLWHA how to manage their disease while preserving their quality of life. Dr. Jain insisted that I go home, so here I am, feeling completely fine (aside from a little annoyed with myself!). Hopefully the rest of the crew will have some insight and photos to share. Check out Sej’s blog and Emma’s to see what I missed out on.
I did have the chance to talk to Shalini, our CFHI coordinator who rescued me from the hospital and took me home this afternoon. She works with an organization called SPYM, a society for the empowerment of youth and mothers. My little drama had caused her to miss a WHO training session devoted to planning literacy classes for drug users. In the Delhi traffic, it would have taken her 2 hours to get back to work, so she was forced to take the afternoon off (she could not have been more gracious, despite the fact that I could not have been more of an imposition). But she hung out with me for awhile, so I got to ask her lots of questions about the status of Indian health care and its biggest challenges. Her thoughts were interesting:
HIV/AIDS is one of the most pressing issues in India right now, as any global health expert would tell you. However, the answer to rising HIV infection rates is multi-pronged, and requires a lot of funding and stewardship (read: management skills). While funding agencies do provide ARVs for the country, they don’t provide enough drugs to cover the population, and they don’t focus on infrastructure that sustains change. They also generally only provide first-line treatment, which is not enough for so many sufferers. These third-party funding agency limitations are transferred to the Indian government, which is severely strapped for funds. Any public health benefit for the Indian citizen has to be multiplied by one billion, a daunting task for any country, developing or not. Shalini says that mother-to-child transmission (MTCT) is a secondary worry in India (despite all the Western literature). Because of the lack of sanitary water and mother’s ignorance, a baby of an HIV positive mother is more likely to die (and sooner) of diarrhea than of HIV. Thus, all mothers, even HIV positive mothers, are actually encouraged to breastfeed and not to bottle-feed.
Shalini’s answer to all this is to focus on infrastructure. She stresses that funding agencies must increase their support for bringing ARVs to the population. But equally important or more important is the focus on managing the health care system and social empowerment programs. When people are so poor, they may stop taking their drugs and sell them off for food or other necessities. What good are life-saving drugs if you have no livelihood? People need to learn how to read, and then they need jobs. For high risk populations like MSM, commercial sex workers (CSWs), and women and men living in poverty, learning to read also means being able to read WHO pamphlets explaining what HIV is, how it is spread, and how to protect oneself.
Another problem Shalini pointed out is the low status of the girl child. Female foeticide and infanticide are a big problem in the villages, where 70-75% of the population lives. The girl child is severely devalued, and in many cases mothers don’t bother to feed their daughters and may even let them die. This is actually occurring. I ask her about the government’s recent commitment to provide free education for girls. Isn’t this having a positive impact? She says no. Again, the problem is infrastructure. Free schooling fine in the cities, where schools already exist. What about in the villages where there are no schools? It’s useless to provide girls with free education where there is nowhere to go for it.
Today, I’m left stimulated by the above discussion, and touched by the kindness and hospitality of the people whose help I totally relied on today. As a future physician (God willing--today’s tragicomedy hasn’t frazzled me) I think there’s a lot to learn from what I experienced at St. Stephen’s today. I probably won’t even fully appreciate it until later on, but it’s been a good day.